Thoughts and update...
Exams are nearing and its like next week... lots of studying more to go and certainly lesser sleeps... been a tiring week filled with thermodynmics, mechanics of materials and stuffs.... hopefully this will be a better semester than the last...
I guess i am stressed up, having a lot of thoughts lately... a month ago i watch this movie 'goal' and i was actually teared during the movie. There was this soccer guy who pursed his soccer career with disagreement from his father. Running away from home all the way to England to purse his dream... He got what he wants except acceptance from his father... his father dead from a heart attack and the father actually went to a pub to watch one of his son's game. The son only knew after he dead and his father was actually proud of him... it was so touching... I teared not because of the scene... sometimes i wonder whenever i achieve something, i wonder if my dad saw it... sometimes just hoping that he will be here to see what i had achieved... to share my joy with me... to celebrate with me... to be proud of me... thats all i ever wanted and i know i will never get... i really miss my dad... is he watching me? is he proud of me? answers that will never be answered.... i really miss you dad....
I guess i am stressed up, having a lot of thoughts lately... a month ago i watch this movie 'goal' and i was actually teared during the movie. There was this soccer guy who pursed his soccer career with disagreement from his father. Running away from home all the way to England to purse his dream... He got what he wants except acceptance from his father... his father dead from a heart attack and the father actually went to a pub to watch one of his son's game. The son only knew after he dead and his father was actually proud of him... it was so touching... I teared not because of the scene... sometimes i wonder whenever i achieve something, i wonder if my dad saw it... sometimes just hoping that he will be here to see what i had achieved... to share my joy with me... to celebrate with me... to be proud of me... thats all i ever wanted and i know i will never get... i really miss my dad... is he watching me? is he proud of me? answers that will never be answered.... i really miss you dad....
posted by Jeffrey Goh at
10/29/2005 10:34:00 PM
9 Comments:
im glad u finally put ur heart to leave the past behind.. and im sure ur dad is always watching over u.. maybe he's been guiding u to success? don think too much about it k.. he'll be very heartened to know he has a son like u :)
But u're still entitled to miss him, in a positive manner tho. =)
you touched my heart with your post baby. so cheer up ya. =)
as long as you achieve and do the things that you know he'll be proud of, i think that's pretty much enough. you'd know you've done something that he'd want you to, and maybe you can answer those questions.
take care bro. =)
kev
of course u miss him..but most of us just live our lives and forget the ppl most impt to us..
anw, u dun have to rush to meet him!!cut down on those ciggies!!
You will achieve what you need. Sometimes you do not need to prove too much to make your dad proud. You are by person who makes him proud. Look at the loads of friends around you. That attests to you being a very very nice individual and that your dad would be proud of, of course, we friends are proud of you too. =)
hey dude. =D
jiayou for exams ya. whatever thing u are doing now are making him proud. Really, im sure he is proud seeing u achieving so much despite the past. its rly admirable of you for being who u are now. a nice and trustable friend and a filial son.
do cheer up and im sure ur dad loves u and will be there for u at all times!
Eh...Old Man here... long time no see, after exam come find u and bird man. I see horse man also found ur blog. I know i boh sim, not like bear man still come back find u all and join havoc. Dun Worrie so much...fuck lah u are dog man. If you worrie so much, you might become like me, an old man. Ok see you after exams.
Chill bro...gd luck in ur exams.
--Aaron
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