Happy Valentine's day....

Hey peeps, first of all... happy V day to all... hasn't update my blog for quite some time... hmmm... i think my life is still very much in a mess... i am always so lost in so many things... not knowing what to do abt things and dropping into depressed mood now and then... sometimes i just feel god has been playing a joke on me... am i some kind of joke he created to entertain him? So much things running thru my mind... facing the gossip of people in hall... the eyes that judge you in hall... facing people in hall is still as tiring... yup... my life is still pretty much screwed up.. thank you...

Anyway something touches me today... and i think i ought to blog about this and also this friend i would like to thank a lot... i was walking with this guy friend in school today and ya, there are lots of stalls selling soft toys and flowers... somehow i saw this eeyore i like, ya its the one selena's friend got... so i commented its cute and nice. Then i ask this guy friend of mine saying if i buy it will be quite gay right then without hesitation he said yes, very. I thought so too then we walked off... he went to buy a bear for a girlfriend then he told me he is going to the toilet so i waited for him at the canteen and he came back with the eeyore... and i thought he is getting for another close friend of his.... after our tutorial i told him i will stay in school first cos i still have lesson so he went back hall first... i went to lecture theatre to meet a another friend, guowen. Suddenly guowen went out of the theatre and came back with a eeyore for me. Yup, its from that guy friend... i was touched by this... he was always there when i needed someone to talk to... no matter how busy or how tired he is, he will still talk to me... a true friend indeed... And i would like to take this opportunity to thank him for everything... thank you robin!