Thoughts and update...

Exams are nearing and its like next week... lots of studying more to go and certainly lesser sleeps... been a tiring week filled with thermodynmics, mechanics of materials and stuffs.... hopefully this will be a better semester than the last...

I guess i am stressed up, having a lot of thoughts lately... a month ago i watch this movie 'goal' and i was actually teared during the movie. There was this soccer guy who pursed his soccer career with disagreement from his father. Running away from home all the way to England to purse his dream... He got what he wants except acceptance from his father... his father dead from a heart attack and the father actually went to a pub to watch one of his son's game. The son only knew after he dead and his father was actually proud of him... it was so touching... I teared not because of the scene... sometimes i wonder whenever i achieve something, i wonder if my dad saw it... sometimes just hoping that he will be here to see what i had achieved... to share my joy with me... to celebrate with me... to be proud of me... thats all i ever wanted and i know i will never get... i really miss my dad... is he watching me? is he proud of me? answers that will never be answered.... i really miss you dad....

A fresh start....

Hi peeps, decide its time for a fresh start... Entering a new chapter of my life still trying to put the past behind... So a new blog to start a new chapter of my life... Feel free to leave any comments...