Suddenly just feel like blogging...

Haha. i dunno why suddenly i just feel like blogging... perhaps because i know i have a lot of thoughts in me.. and yet i have no where to express it... and i know not much people will read this.. its kind of strange..

spend new year eve at cindy place getting havok and playing games... all of the sudden once it hit new year.. everything changes... a bunch of us just went to east coast 4am on new year day... everyone just think back on 2006 and start getting moody... i dunno how it comes... all the time our life we have been chasing a lot of things.. for no reasons... we dunno why.. we just keep chasing and chasing.. we dunno what we want... we live in self deception.. i wish i could be carefree... i wish i would ignore what people say... 2006 have been a tough year... 2007 will be tougher... thinking of the future frightens me.. it scare the shit out of me.. its so scary...

saw selena blog and saw a post about her worry abt holding the responsibilty of her dad.. i am worried abt the same thing.. worried abt the responsibility i will carry in future... its just so scary..

anyway just send kevin home... and we were talking abt how the choir people met... its so amazing.. so many things had happen... haha.. i simply love them so much...