Saturday, December 31, 2005

Last day of 2005 - The end of IHG

31st of Dec 2005... the last day of 2005... Its also the end of IHG for me... The polo team just lost in the quarters... its a game we should have thrash them but somehow we lost... hard luck.. Its a very very good experience for me... the whole IH experience is so amazing...

I somewhat feel supporters form part of the team... the cheering inspire the team on and offer some kind of encouragement... especially if ur close frens and love ones are there supporting you... I always feel that the supporters are very important people and i dun deny that i do feel disappointed when there is not much supporters for a game... I love the cheering voices cheering the team on... it insipire and pushes you on... I somewhat also hope that my mum will be cheering me on for a game that i play in... cos she never had time to do that at all... the number on the back of my jersey is my mum's birth date... she might not be here but i know she will always behind me.. ha... anyway thank you supporters! Thanks for all the cheering! You all are great!

Looking back at all the IH games i see... a lot of scenes would just flash past my mind... The determined look on the faces of players pushing on despite their tired body... the fighting spirit of teams... the cheering and happy looks on the players' faces with every victory... the strong bonds when supporters cheering their team on in the rain... its so amazing...

The whole IHG experience is a tiring but a very fulfilling one... i really wish to fight on for another season of IHG next yr.... trying to see if i can change my Industria Attachmen to the 2nd Sem. I want to represent the hall once again and fight it out with the others and win something for myself and the hall. Most importantly... for the beautiful memories and games... Hopefully i get what i want and next yr will be a better year peeps.

What i am left with is cheerleading now... anyway thanks everyone who has help me during this busy period... guiding me thru games that i dunno and tolerating me... well done fivers, we have played hard and fought hard... tomorrow will be 2006 liao... that means school is starting soon as well... A new sem and we work hard together fivers! Jiayou ba..

A summary of games i play...

Soccer: Its a great joy playing with everyone in the team. although we did not make it to the quarters but i think we put up a great fight for both games. I know if we keep the team, we will be the better team next yr. Nope, no way i will be going to hall 8. haha. i will stay and fight with the rest. Thank you all the soccer guys!

Sepak Takraw: We did well enough to get into the quarters. Althought we lost in the quarters bt we have done well enough to get this far and we even almost won the defending champions. Well done takraw guys... remember we are the first team to enter the quarters! haha. We will be better next yr! Thank you takraw guys!

Hockey: Perhaps this is the only sport that leave a bitter taste in my mouth cos i think i could have done better... but nevermind... although we did not get into the quarters but i believe we have a good team with good players around... We put up a good fight! Thanks everyone!

Rugby: I kind of like this game and also wanted to try this out. Love the hard tackling challenges of the games. Size does not matter for this game i realise... yes, its true! a small size guy and also take down a big size guy! As promised by the captain rugby to the newbies will be a memoriable experience and i got what he mean... the hard tackling and people crushing on top of you... the tearing of shirts... high speed tackling of people... its a amazing game and i wanna try it again.. haha... No quarters for us but well, we fought hard and give the hall a good run and a good fight. Well done people! Remember, we are the guys with the balls and guts to play this game!

Water polo: This is one game that will shag my legs out during training. I remember when i first went down for training the amount of trapping water that u need to do... its the most tiring keeper position ba... haha... We had a good team and good players.. could have advance to the semis easily but we lost out in the quarters to a weaker team... but its over.. we have trained hard and thanks to those that had guide me and familiarise me for this game... it s a goof experience that i wish to have again! Thank you polo guys!

Thursday, December 29, 2005

I will be back

There has been stuffs happening and quite a bit of internal struggle within myself over ssome stuffs that i dun really feel comfortable blogging here. So much frustration because i cannot let it out. I cannot find someone that i can talk about everything. Cos no one really understand what i am thinking except for one such person but i dun really want to trouble her at all. Its kinda frustrating when there is so much things trapped inside you yet there is no outlet. All of the sudden i felt so sian of eveything, just feel like moving back home. But i know that its unlikely it will happen. Perhaps i am just tired and exhausted. I know i will be fine as time passes... i will be back stronger and tougher...

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

认输

歌曲:认输

歌手:张震岳 专辑:等我有一天

长越大原来单纯的快乐
已不再我们身边很久
为什么匆匆忙忙的出门
回到家面对电视发呆
不管下雨太阳
早就不会感动
盲目的在奔跑
累了也不知道
再多喝几杯酒
以为就是解脱
那答案是什么
原来自己不聪明
原来什么都没有
原来应该了解的道理
现在才知道
原来输给了时间
原来输给了自己
原来错在不承认失败
谁可以原谅我...

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

i shouldn't have kick the ball...

I always believe that goalkeepers need to make many saves to win the game and it take only just one mistake to cost the game. Today, i did that. I made a mistake that costs the game. People were screaming at me not to kick the ball... why did i even kick it... Its a mistake on my part... or else hall 5 hockey could have been in quarters or even advanced to the finals... I saw the disappointment on everybody face when the final whistle is blown... i saw how guy A face sank when the final whistle is blown... its a major dissappointment for everyone... people expect the team to do well... i felt the disappointment for those in their final years of studies... its their final IHG... and my mistake cost everything... they only wanted to win something for the hall, for themselves... i couldn't help them... i know, i shouldn't have kicked the ball... sorry guys...

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Perhaps perhaps perhaps

Perhaps i just want to be appreciated, who doesn't like to be appreciated for things they do and the effort they put in...

Perhaps i just want to be heard by the rest so that i wun feel so lonely, perhaps i am this way because of my childhood...

Perhaps i just want to do my best, i just to win something for the hall and myself, prove to the others we are not as weak as people thinks...

Perhaps i am not trying hard enough or perhaps thats the best i can do or perhaps i am trying too hard to prove myself...

Perhaps i am too tired and think too much about certain things that will never be true...

Perhaps heaven is playing a big trick on me and perhaps all this happens to make me a stronger person...


It has been a tiring month so far getting myself invlove in so much stuffs... A packed day would includes one training in the morning, one in the afternoon, rushing to caroling then coming back hall for cheerleading... its seriously draining my energy off myself and i am really tired... shagged from all trainings and games... and sometimes people around just make it worst... but things are getting better now... No more soccer and we did not even get to the quarters... No more sepak takraw ever since we crashed out of the quarters final.... and with one more caroling session left tommorrow, i am only left with rugby, water polo and hockey... i want to do my best in the rest of these sports so that i have no regrets...

It might be a tiring month but i think i have learned quite a lot. I have seen a lot these few weeks... commitment of people... the fighting spirit of players... the fairplay of teams... all the good sides and the ugly sides of things... all this make me learn... i guess its time i toned down... i think i have been making too much unneccessary comments and actions that will get me into trouble someday... i should learn to keep quiet and learn to tolerate... learn to control my emotions instead of emotions getting the better of me and affect my game...

Everytime before i play a game a song will start playing in my head... the same song that my bowling coach use to inspire everyone before A division bowling back in JC times... this song to me is very inspiring and very motivating... this song inspire me to what i acheive in bowling back then... its just so amazing... this song is for all the sportspersons and players of hall 5... believe in urself... This song is the theme song of olympics atlanta 96 by Gloria Estefan...

some dreams
live on in time forever
those dreams,
you want with all your heart
and i'll do whatever it takes
follow through with the promise i made
put it all on the line
what i hoped for at last would be mine
if i could reach, higher
just for one moment touch the sky
from that one moment in my life
i'm gonna be stronger
know that i've tried my very best
i'd put my spirit to the test
if i could reach
some days
are meant to be remembered
those days
we rise above the stars
so i'll go the distance this time
seeing more the higher i climb
that the more i believe
all the more that this dream will be mine
if i could reach, higher
just for one moment touch the sky
from that one moment in my life
i'm gonna be stronger
knowing that i've tried my very best
i'd put my spirit to the test
if i could reach
if i could reach, higher
just for one moment touch the sky
that one moment in my life
i'm gonna be stronger
i'm gonna be so much stronger
yes i am
i put my spirit to the test
if i could reach,
if i could, if i could
if i could reach
reach, i'd reach, i'd reach
i'd reach, i'd reach so
much higher


Does it inspire you as much as it does to me? I hope it does... All the best FIVERS!!

P.S: anyway results is out and how glad i am.... i managed to pass everything... 2 B- 2B 1B+ 1C and 1C+... Yipee! I shall work harder next sem...

Monday, December 12, 2005

Mayday! 五月天!

Hmmm... hasn't update my blog for some days. been involved in too much stuff recently. ISG bowling, IHG soccer, sepak, water polo, hockey and rugby. Oh ya... and cheerleading as well hahaha... and on top of all this i am having carolling with my own choir as well... people ask me why i join so much but i just wanna try out everything before i got no more chance next yr when i am having IA and stuffs. Anyway has been disappointed with a lot of stuffs. Is it that i expect too much from things? Disappointed with a few people around me... close ones and not so close ones. One such disappointment is how much some IH(inter hall) players talk about winning and yet show no commitment and effort to go down for the training... no matter how tired i am i will still go down for training no matter what and there are people who are unable to put in this kind of effort. So disappointing....

Anyway, went to Mayday 五月天 concert yesterday. It was so amazing! Imagine the whole concert hall of people standing up once mayday enters the stage. All standing dacing and swaying to their songs all the way to 12 midnight. This is how amazing they are. Had a marvellous night at the concert. Their songs are so meaningful... their songs accompany me thru my JC years till now and whenever i am sad or happy i will listen to their songs and their lyrics reflect so much on life. every song they sang on stage just reminded me on the different stages of my life... But too bad they did not song one of my favorite song so i shall post the lyrics here cos i think its very meaningful. And they are certainly the best band in the world!

五月天 - 明白

Lyricist/詞: 阿信 Composer/曲: 阿信 Arranger/編曲: 五月天

老地方相見
如果你發現你還有留戀
就像你不願丟棄的相片 
你心中的我還隱隱約約
枯坐在窗前 
有一個刻滿諾言的明天
愛上一個人即使他不再出現 
也不願拋棄最後的情緣
縱然是世界遼闊 
外面的精采好多
給你的愛那麼多那麼濃 
你還是不懂
我矛盾的心 
不願反覆的猜 
希望你能明白
我在這裡等待 
就算天塌下來 
希望你能明白

Taken from http://www.givemi5.com/lyrics02.php?03

Friday, December 02, 2005

A busy holiday ahead!

Exams are finally over! And have been busy enjoying myself thats why hasn't been blogging for some time. haha. Been doing a lot of things lately. Went to gallery hotel to view rooms that eugene had designed in the competition but yet to get the photos from him or else can show all of you how good he is... perhaps next time when i get from him ba... Anyway finally i get to play bowling league!!! i have been wanting to join bowling league but not enough pple and now i finally got my chance! But this is going to be a really busy holiay from inter-hall games, inter school games, Orientation comm meeting, bowling league and my choir carolling.... and today guess what... a new addition... cheerleading!! Not sure if i am able to commit yet cos i will be working as a invilgilator as well during the holidays... But i thinks this is going to be the most fulfilling holiday ever! Never load pictures before... so i will be testing it out.. ha...


One of Eugene design at gallery Hotel. The rest yet to get from him





For pple who hasn't seen me for some time. The one on the left was my first attempt and the one on the right is my second attempt. haha.