Monday, January 07, 2008

School has started.. my final semester

Finally, the start of my final semester.. do not have any mood for anything and really dun feel like talking much in the morning until something happen.. sometime its simple stuffs that let you see what people are like.. when i say simple stuffs, its really simple stuffs like forming of teams for projects?

Everyone wants to be in the ideal team but lets be realistic, in this world there is no ideal.. everyone wants to be in the ideal team then who will give in? Why can't people just take a step back, give and take and do the best you can... I never like it when people are making effort to take step back and other party still insist on his way... spare a thought for the people around.. spare a thought for the ones that nobody wants..

The world in so simple but humans are so complicated..

Anyway, i am so tired out from all the sports i played in inter hall games.. but the only good thing is that all my good friends are playing along with me! And we managed to put up one of the best shows in IHG for hall 5 in recent years... we managed to get 2 sports in quarters and 2 sports in semis! Wow..

Saturday, January 05, 2008

Life is unpredictable

Life is so unpredictable... I just found out that MC king had passed away and he is only 40.. he looks so unhealthy and he is just gone just like that...

Life is so fragile.. I thought back about my aunt.. a year ago she was so healthy.. within months cancer reduces her to bones and brought about her death.. i begin feeling the pain all over again.. i thought back about how i felt.. how painful it was.. how sudden i felt.. how unpredictable life is...

sometimes i wonder.. when someone passed away.. how much is that person missed.. how much is that person remembered.. how is that person remembered.. how much is left behind.. how much regrets the people around holds..

I feel so scared... how will i be remembered? how much regrets will i hold in that situation? Will i be ready when it comes? What will happen to the people around me? Suddenly i just feel so sad and moody..

Life is so fragile...